Historic attempt for self diligence being pre-called; left unsatisfied. Probably being a handicap or a victim to some serious illness would have been a care factor to them. It is unusual but the mental illness does not have a place in this world. Every second freak has this ironical boon who has got no significant value. Surely the physical symptoms of depression may not take me to the graveyard, but the emotional ones may. I have the will to be stronger, fight every problems and learn to live. I never wished to be a failure. I seek for the happy me, I see myself with a great career, I dream of being a renowned ass surviving in the crowds of billion. I wish to own everything that my age people have, the struggle to wake up and gather the guts to face the further day is never a factor I wish for. The motivation to life; Why is it so difficult to admit? You can imagine the pain I feel when somebody called me a ‘faker’. The inner sadness sh...